Yes, I made it to the summit of Gunung Ledang with Eddie and his son Thaedues and daughter Theophila.
I must have been influenced by Jason, I like day trek. In the past, Gunung Ledang is done in 2 days with one overnight camping. My first attempt was 12 years ago.
Back then I was already enlisted in Airforce. One of my batch mate suggested trekking up Ledang. Back then, Ledang is kind of like a free for all park. There is no regulation, no charges for climbing and no guide require. So a bunch of young men got together and attempt to climb the mountain, and we got lost.
2nd attempt was with a group of brothers and sisters from the church. One of member was nicknamed 雨神 （god of rain). Yes, it rained continuously for more than 12 hours. As a results the river swelled and we were disallowed from trekking up to the summit due to safety issue.
I was very encouraged that I made it this time. It was a bonus because I was able to forge new friendship with Eddie. We had a lot of opportunity to talk in the car and on the trek. I mean, trekking is such a healthy way to hang out with someone.
Anyway, Eddie picked me up from my place at 0400hrs and we make our way to the Woodlands Checkpoint. By 0630hrs, we arrived at Tangkak town and found a coffee shop for breakfast.
If you need direction to Gunung Ledang, take NS highway, exit Tangkak, literally drive straight for 15mins to Tangkak, another 15mins straight to the turn in to Gunung Ledang Lagenda, another 15mins drive on uneven road to Lagenda Visitor Centre.
Ok, here's the boring part but good for those who wants to know the trekking condition and timing.
Visitor Centre to CP3 via CP1 and CP2 takes 2hours.
CP3 to CP7 using shortcut, bypassing the famous KFC takes 2.5 hours.
CP7 to Summit takes 0.5hours.
Total time up = 5hrs
Summit all the way down to Visitor centre is 4-5hrs.
7 pounds is a story about a man in pursuit of helping people. Tim Thomas, as Will Smith is known in the movie, goes on a manhunt for “good” people.
2 years ago, Tim was involved in a car crash killing 7 people, including his fiancée. He survived. However, he has not gone through a day without carrying the burden of guilt. From my perspective, he wants to redeem himself. Maybe he felt like he couldn’t live with the guilt anymore. He needs to do something.
How many people did Tim help? He donated a lung lobe to his own brother, part of his liver to a child service worker named Holly, a kidney to a coach, and then bone marrows to a young boy. He also gave the deeds of his beach house to a woman who is suffering under an abusive boyfriend.
Tim wants to help more people whom he deem worthy. 1st person- Ezra. A very good-hearted blind salesman who is not quick to anger and not bitter about his condition. 2nd Person- Emily Posa. A self-employed card maker who has a heart condition. She is waiting for a suitable donor. Due to her rare blood type, her chances are narrow.
Tim went all out to help Emily. Firstly, he forges his brother identity as a IRS (Inland Tax) officer and cancels all her taxes due. He helps repair her century old printer.
But the greatest help Tim could offer to Emily is this- To donate his heart to her.
Time planned his suicide way in advance. Roping in his best friend, he was able to arrange for his heart to be donated to Emily, and his eyes to Ezra.
Tim died in a bathtub. He was killed by his pet box jellyfish- the most lethal creature on earth. His plans work. Emily received his heart and lived. Ezra received his eyes and gain sight.
I was blowed away by such act of love. Only in the bible can one find such sacrificial and unconditional love.
13Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends. John 15:13
At least some of these people are more worthy to have someone die for them. When Christ died for me, I am so unworthy. I don’t even know Jesus yet.
Now, most people would not be willing to die for an upright person, though someone might be willing to die for a person who is especially good. But God showed his great love by sending Christ to die for us while we were still sinners. Roman 5:7-8
I am neither good nor upright when Jesus died for me. I was cut to the heart after watching Tim’s sacrificial love. Now I had a deeper understanding of Jesus sacrificial love.
It was my best Halloween ever. I am not a big fan of costume and make-up because it takes too much effort to dress up. The last time I visit a costume shop was with the Fang Jing and the groomsmen, we were looking for Roman soldier costume for his wedding.
When Joanne and the other organizer of the Halloween party approach me to be the host for the fright night, I agree to it. Firstly, I am flattered that they think I am the right person for the role. 2ndly, I can now put dark eye ring to good use. I wear them all year round.
The party starts at 7pm but I was asked to be there at 330pm. I thought I would be the there alone but I was wrong. Joanne, Huiting and Eric (also the host) were almost done with the décor. Ching Eu is cutting vegetable. In the make-up room, Josephine is almost done with Siew Lay’s make-up. I am next.
I was very impressed with the décor. So much work and effort has been put into it. There was a corner with RIP tombstone. The table for serving the buffet spread was lay with black table clothe. On the table, you can find a skull and other creepy creatures like centipede, worms and etc. The lights were dimmed by a red transparent sheet and transformed the whole living room red, creating an eerie and mysterious effect. Cobwebs are all over. To enter the house thru the front door, one has to lower his body to avoid the cobwebs.
Also, I want to highlight the make-up artist Josephine and Sharon. They did a fantastic job! I totally love my make-up and costume as Count Dracula. Our professional artist instructed me to bring my black pants, white shirt and black socks. At the make up room, they made me a red bow-tie (so creative). I was also given a black cape with very high collar. 30mins under the magic hands of Sharon and Jo. BOOMZ! I became count Dracula!!! See my fresh blood on the side of my mouth.
In order to make sure I do a good job, I spend the past week thinking about blood, fangs and castle. I psycho myself to thirst for blood. I’m thinking of the “solidified blood” that looks like beancurd in red. I googled vampire and Dracula.
Once I got my full costume on. Strangely and suddenly, I felt empowered to scare person and instill fear in them. Ching Eu was cutting the carrots near the basin. I quietly walk to a corner in the kitchen. I did nothing but stood there and stared at her. It must have been my evil aroma, she sense me, turn her head and frighten herself!!!! That was so fun!!!! You should see the expression on her.
Fang Jing was fighting with his wife after knowing she was asked to dress up as the Corpse Bride. I suppose the organizer had no choice but to give in to him. Dionne and Fang Jing became the Twin Corpse Bride. Man, it was disastrously successful!! I faint everytime I think of Fang Jing. See for yourself.
Well that is not the worst. Fang Jing was wearing a sleeveless dress. Pity the dress; it looks like it was hung on a hanger. The Twin Corpses were in charge of games. Fang Jing was trying to get the attention of everyone. He raise his arms and …. FAINT…. The armpit hair!!! He was doing that for a good 10-20secs. As a good host, I had to do something. Everyone was feeling nausea from the hairy sight! Thankfully he lowers his arms after I prompted him. Phew… That was…. I’m lost for words.
Halfway, thru the evening, Joanne caught my attention. She said I had a visitor and she’s waiting at the make-up room. And open the door. Josephine has transformed into the Fallen Angel, but nonetheless beautiful. She flew here to the party. I introduced her to the party to cheers and applauses. She was amazing.
Also want to highlight others who put on costume and make-up sportingly. Arie as Egor my servant. Siew Lay as the Child Ghost. Damon as Michael Jackson, Sharon as Pirate, Ching Eu as the witch, Eric as Joker, Jeffrey as Terminator (is that suppose to be scary?)
Over the weekend Jason, Fang and I went to Kota Kinabalu for a short trip. Jason and I are participating in the Kinabalu climbathon. Fang just want to get some time off after an intensive 10 days of work at the Sun Festival. I think she got the break that she wants. Other than the race itself, we spend time eating and napping. Since we're at the basecamp, there is really nothing much to do. We wanted to go to the Cabbage Festival. This is the first time in my life I heard of such festival. Unfortunately, the weather came in around 2pm and stared pouring. The rain persisted for the next 4 hours. I wonder what do they do with the cabbage then?
Anyway, we went back to KK after the race. The plan is this- After breakfast (on the next day), we'll proceed to a cafe to read our bible. Halfway thru, I'll excuse myself from Jason and Fang for a prayer walk so that they can have time on their own. As you'd have guess, Murphy's law sets in. "Anything that can go wrong will go wrong.". Fang wants to go back to the room to do her own thing. For a moment, I was panicking inside (I think Jason also). Jason had to almost forced her to join us at Rainforest Cafe, which she agreed to go for a while.
After placing order for our coffee. I had to visit the toilet. When I got back tho the table, Jason ask if I could excuse them for a moment. I bounce off my seat and sat at another corner with my bible and coffee.
So on that morning, in the land of Sabah Malaysia Borneo, Fang said "YES" to be Jason's girlfriend. There is no photograph but you can take my word for it. I am the only witness though.
24hrs after Jason and Fang had gone steady, it dawned on me that God has just answered another prayer.
If you know Fang, you would have agree that she is such a sweet and likable girl. In the past, we often wonder who would be that lucky person to be her boyfriend. Dionne, Raymond and I often talk about it.
On the other hand, Jason is a great friend of mine. Being his buddy, it's been my desire to see him get attached to the person he likes.
Back then when we got to hear that they are interested in each other, those of us who are closed to them got very excited. Now when I look back at the past few month, I am amazed at God's hand in leading them to each other.May God bless this relation.
I've just participated in the Kinabalu Climbathon. Deemed as the world’s toughest mountain race. Check out the route For the record, I didn't meet the qualifying timing i.e., I did not complete the race.
For those who have not been to Gunung Kinabalu, it is located at Sabah, Borneo Malaysia. A typical itinerary is to trek 6km up to Laban Rata at 3,261m. Time taken to get from Kinabalu Basecamp to Laban Rata range from 4-10hours, depending on the fitness of the individual. Day 2 starts at 0300hrs to trek up to the summit in the dark at 4,096m to catch the sunrise at 0600hrs.
Kinabalu climbathon starts at the 0km marker. Participants are treated to 9km of continuous uphill to the summit and backtrack to the 0km marker. After passing the 0km marker is another 3km to the ending point. Bringing a total of 21km of arduous mountain running.
It started early for the runners on the race day Jason and I got up at 0400hrs to get ready for the pick up from our lodge at D’Villa to Kinabalu National Park. At the National Park, we waited at the restaurant for a second transfer to the starting point very near to the 0km marker. We chatted with other runners who are from UK. Most of them fly into Sabah just to do this run. It seems to me that most of them are pretty serious about this run. I felt I’ve taken for granted in my training. I would have trained really hard if I’ve had signed up for a run in the Alps.
Race kick off time is 0700hrs. At 0600hrs, runners and supporters are gathered around the starting point. It’s not like the Singapore SC marathon where there are 20,000 participants. For the men’s open category, the estimate no. of participant are no more than 150. The sun has just risen and temperature is approximately 10 degree Celsius. I reluctantly remove my track pants and fleece jacket. Now I am dressed in my running shorts and sleeveless quick dry T-shirt. I can be chilly even with the slightest wind. Jason and I went for a short jog to keep ourselves warm.
I met Joanne Soo. She couldn’t recognize me because we only spoke once on the steps of Dairy Farm. Back then she was still training for Everest. But I recognize her of course, she and the Everest Women team made it up to the Everest summit this year.
Joanna was one of the supporters from the group of Singapore who trained together for the climbathon. Armed with a SLR, she was busy snapping photos of the Singaporeans. She took part in the race for the woman’s open yesterday. I learned from her that it’s going to be a hard run. We took a group photo and she went off to snap away.
I spotted a guy in socks and sandals. One of these sandals had a broken buckle. I wonder if he know what he’d signed up for.
Race kick off at 0700hrs sharp. 3 mins into the gentle slope and I was panting. Back in Singapore I was running at sea level while the race start at 1866mt. My first reminder of how tough and ill prepared.
My heart rate was constantly at a high of 75% and above. It wasn’t long before the pain in my feet gets worst and I was struggling to run, I had to settle for a brisk walk whenever my legs and lung cooperate. At appropriate interval, I’ll encourage myself with Gatorade in my handheld water bottle.
By 0915hrs, I arrived at Laban Rata. I was hoping for a great view. Unfortunately, it was obscure by clouds. I saw Jason turning back and decided to follow suit. There is no chance I can run 3km and ascend 700mt to get to the Summit in 15mins. I also have to consider the injury in my feet. I don’t want to push too hard and aggravate the pain in my feet.
So that was pretty much my experience for my first Kinabalu Climbathon. I consider myself doing poor this time. But I enjoy myself very much; the lure of the mountain and the challenge compels me to come back with Jason next year. Our goal is to get Malaysia toughest wristband on the summit of Gunung Kinabalu.
Now I have to put in effort to research on training for Kinabalu Climbathon and stay committed to the training.
This coming weekend I am going to do the Kinabalu Climbathon with Jason. I know that the chances of meeting the qualifying timing is extremely slim. But I am still looking forward to the trip to Kota Kinabalu. I am not a race-to-win person. I mostly join races because of the company. So this race is no exception.
Also on the same weekend, some of my buddies are participating in the Northface 100 race. I hope they can make good timing at the race. If next year the NF100 and Kinabalu climbathon falls on a different date, I'll reg for both of them. Need plenty of reasons to get into training mood. Next year, my goal is to meet the qualifying time for Kinabalu. I'll treat this year's as a trial.
By God's grace, I passed my Radio Aids exam. What a relieve. I want to thank everyone who prayed for me. Now I can concentrate on my CA2 exams in Nov and of course my flying.
Thursday, 8 October 2009
Hi brothers, I attended a bible discussion yesterday. One of my instructors (Don Lazarus) is a devoted christian, he opens up his house (5 mins walk from school) every Wed at 6pm for bible discussion.
I've been attending this discussion for couple of months already. I enjoy the session most of the time as I learned from the word of God. Just on Monday, we had a BBQ session. There were about 20 of us and we had a little bible sharing before eating. I was in charge of setting up the fire and grilling the food. It was very enjoyable. Most of us are students from my school and a couple of Don's friend from his church in Melaka.
Yesterday, I went for the Wed meeting. The discussion was taken from John 1:35-51. I was very convicted by Jesus calling of his disciple. Interesting, we were ask if we could recite the 12 names of Jesus and none of us could. It can be found in Acts 1:13. (anyway, I can only find 11 names there, including Judas)
Peter,
John,
James,
Andrew,
Philip,
Thomas,
Bartholomew,
Matthew,
James (son of Alphaeus),
Simon (the Zealot), and
Judas (son of James)
The point is this- Most of the 12 disciples are not mention by name in the bible. It's ok that we are not recognise by the world or by the church. Many of these disciple done tremendous things in the name of Jesus. Tradition has it that, except for John, none of the disciples died a natural death.
2nd Point- Calling of the 12 disciples.
I was disturbed when I read this passage. I compare my enthusiasm to that of the disciple and I realise I don't have the same excitement and enthusiasm when it comes to telling people about Jesus. I share my thoughts during the discussion and it spun off into a 30 mins discussion, and that was very good. Since most of us are from different background and church (Methodist, Catholic etc) there were different opinion on how to share our faith. But 1 point that strikes me the most is this- We are letter of recommendation for Christ.
2 Corinthians 3
1Are we beginning to commend ourselves again? Or do we need, like some people, letters of recommendation to you or from you? 2You yourselves are our letter, written on our hearts, known and read by everybody. 3You show that you are a letter from Christ, the result of our ministry, written not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of human hearts.
We need to practice what we preached. People are watching how we live our lives as disciple, especially challenging times.
Roman 10
14How, then, can they call on the one they have not believed in? And how can they believe in the one of whom they have not heard? And how can they hear without someone preaching to them? 15And how can they preach unless they are sent? As it is written, "How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!"
We need to open our mouth and talk to people about Christ. It can be anyone you know or do not know.
What do guys do on bachelor's night? No, we didn't force FJ to put on strawberry costume shopping for strawberries in the supermarket. In the case of FJ, we decided to do an overnight camping at a secluded spot in East Coast Park. We had such a bonded time. When it's time to pack up, I felt kind of reluctant.
Prior to the camping trip, I had a crazy week. Being the organizer, I struggle to get the camping plans going and coordinating it while I am in Melaka. But things work out fine eventually. Thanks to the brothers for being super understand and accommodating. At an sms notice, they were able to make a trip to the supermarket to get the stuff. And we had BBQ for dinner too.
Arriving in 2 cars- Ya Ya and QQ. Stanley, Zach, myself, Hancong, Bernard and The Bachelor ( Fang Jing) finally arrive at ECPCP. After a short briefing, we gather our stuff and began our walk to the camping 20 mins walk away.
I chose the campsite. It is away from the other park user and campers, except for an occasional fisherman. We felt like we had the beach to ourselves.
I had volunteer myself as the cook. After gathering all the food that we've prepared, I thought we didn't have enough food. Being in a company of 6 hungry men can be a scary thought. So instead of giving the brothers the not-so-good news, I decide to market and package the BBQ. I told them the menu and thoughtfully prepare the food systematically. First the juicy corn, fellow by grilled potatoes. Now that they have the appetizer and had a portion of their stomach filled. I started barbecuing the meat. Especially prepare and marinated by my mom. We have the BBQ pork first. Oh, the pork chop is tender and juicy, grilled to golden perfection. I'm hungry already. After every one had at least 2 pieces of it. I churned out the next yummy dish- again, world-famous marinated chicken by my mom, each grilled to golden perfection too. When the chicken wing is done, we had some more potato and corn. Finally, watermelon and apple were served as dessert. Surprisingly and much to my relief, we were quite full after the dessert. Otherwise, I think I would be grilled as the final dish.
Zach brought his lightstix. Being men and creative in inventing games, we start passing the lightstix to each other. As the campsite is dark except for the almost full moon, the flying lightstix created an interested visual experience. After cleaning up, FJ and I decide to join them. We had enough ppl to play "Monkey".
We were running around chasing the neon lightstix. Feeling sticky, we couldn't resist the temptation to jump into the water just 5 meters away. It is now 2300hrs. When was the last time you swam in the sea at this hour and during the Chinese Ghost Festival (According to Chinese myth, the spirit from hell we given a month of holiday on earth in the 7th month of the Lunar Calendar). We broke 2 taboos. One is camping outdoor in the 7th month, the other is swimming in the sea in the dark. I tell you, it was an experience of a lifetime.
For some reason, while we were dipping in the water, the conversation revolves around the topic of FS. Who you like? Who is attractive? Who you know likes whom? And the standard going around to share our FS. Bernard was secretive but not for long.
Next, we came out from the sea. And we realize it'll be a bad idea to not take a shower. And so we walk 20 mins back to the CP and took at shower at midnight. Thank God for the shower, as we were walking to the shower I was feeling itchy from the sea. We felt so refreshing after the shower and took a stroll back to the campsite.
Time to open up the wine. We sat under the full moon and toasted. It was most appropriate to talk and encourage FJ since this is his Bachelor Night. We want to make him feel encourage. And so we took turns to share and offer toast to the man who is moving on the next phase of his life.
I'm hungry and so we were the brothers. Initially, someone suggest we eat the communion bread that was prepared for tomorrow’s communion. And then we settle for instant noodle. So while the rest was playing Bang!! (and still open up the communion bread), I went to cook instant noodles for us.
0200hrs- it's time to get some rest. Zach plan for us to get up at 0630 to catch sunrise and for morning devotional by the beach. Zach, Stanley and I slept on the groundsheet in the open. It's nice to sleep to the sound of sea waves. Sometimes the aircraft departing Changi Airport gets slightly too loud and I was woken up by it. Other than that, I had a good rest.
We woke up but there was no sunrise. Actually, dark storm clouds were forming overhead us. We also ran into some water crisis. There wasn't enough water to make coffee for all of us. Zach and I went to fill up the bottle at the CP.
I couldn’t get my MSR stove to work. It might be due to sand clogging the fuel line. Maybe it’s just low on fuel. So I took out my solid fuel (which I haven’t use them since my first GunungTahan trip) to boil water for making coffee.
We laid the groundsheet, prepare our songbook, bible, bread and wine for the communion. Just 1 min into Stanley’s communion sharing, it starts to rain. As we were discussing to move into the tent, it started to pour. I have to leave my poor pot that is boiling in the rain.
We sat in the tent and were. Bernard started to lead us in songs. I looked out of the tent and the rain was blanketing the sea. It’s a new experience to hurdle in a tent, being sheltered from the pouring rain outside, and sing praises and worship God. Rain or sun, we worship God.
We give thanks and broke the bread, which happen to be our breakfast too. This is biblical! Read Acts 2:46. We have cream cheese to spread over the bread, and we also have a loaf of banana and nut bread ( my fav). I suppose this is what the first century Christian does. Communion can be a full meal breakfast. The most important thing is that we come together to remember Jesus as he has commanded.
God stop the rain and we got out of the tent. I went to check the pot. Luckily the fire wasn’t completely put out. I set up another fire to continue boiling the water. Zach and FJ, went back to the water. Being boys, they took out their shorts and Bernard helps them take a photo of their naked photo, but with their body in the water from waist below. Fancy having a cup of coffee while dipping yourself the sea? That is what they did.
I decided that I don’t want to get wet. Instead, I wanted to pray. Stanley and I went up to the breakwater. Facing the sea, I saw the storm clouds gathering and there was lightning. Just right ahead of us, there was a dark cloud hover at just 500mt above the sea and it was slowing inching towards the coast and us. In my prayer, I thank God for the wonderful brotherhood we had. This kind of friendship is rare to find. By the time Stanley prayed, it started drizzling. The rest of the brothers are breaking camp and prompted us to go.
We walk back to the car in the rain but no one complained. We were in the company of brothers. We wish we had more time together.
Special thanks to
Stanley. Despite his love for his comfortable bed at home, he was very sporting and participant in most of the activities.
For helping me pick up groceries from the supermarket at an sms notice.
Hancong. For his enthusiasm to take photo, he walks into the water wearing his running shoes. For waiting for me patiently together with Bernard. For helping out in small little ways.
Zach for planning the programs for Sunday morning, and for delegating the communion sharing to Stanley (only on Friday).
For helping me pick up groceries from the supermarket at a sms notice too.
For bringing the light stix.
Bernard. For trying to hide from us who your favourite sister is, and for letting the cat out of the bag yourself.
For leading us in the morning worship.
For laughing loudly.
Fang Jing. For getting married so that we can plan a bachelor night.
For being such a wonderful friend and moving on to the next phase of your life (and leaving your brothers behind)
For your wacky nature, strange hairstyle and flamboyant sense of dress sense. (think Pink T-shirt and Yellow pants)
Finally, after 4 months grounded due to CA6 exams, I get to fly with my instructor this afternoon. I was quite scared prior to the flight. On 1 hand I was hoping that the flight be postpone as late as possible. On the other hand I also wants to get my hands on the control column and to get off the ground. It’s a dilemma.
The flight turns out good. I was controlling the aircraft subconsciously just like how a driver drives a car or a cyclist rides his bike. I don’t remember every single detail like some of the radio call and certain checks that I was able to carry out by memory in the past.
After the flight, my instructor encouraged me. I did most of the stuff right- Medium turns, steep turns, clean and dirty stalls, and approach configuration stall. When I was asked to carry out the Precautionary Forced Landing, I told my instructor that I’m not familiar with the procedures. She patiently walked me thru the procedure step by step. I was very grateful for that.
It’s encouraging to know that in life you win some and you lose some. You may be good at these but weak at others. I felt a part of me comes alive after the good flight.
On the day your children get married, there'll be great joy and sadness.
What is the most noble role in life? I give my vote to parenting. If I could grade my parents, it would be "A" for raising me and my 4 sisters.
Does one ever graduate from bring a parent. My dad always tells me his biggest wish is to see us grow up and witness us getting married and form my own family. So I can safetly say that most parents shares the same sentiment as my dad. But life is strange. My parents raise us up. hoping for the day to come. Yet when the day arrived, it is so difficult to let go.
My exams are coming in 5 weeks time (5 and 6 Aug 2009) and I am under enormous amount of stress. The last batch of students from batch A23 (I am batch A24), 5 out of 24 manage to pass all 6 papers.
I am appealing for prayers. These are the 6 subjects- Navigation, Radio Aids, Flight Planning, Instruments, Meteorology (practical and theory).
I read the bible and this verse caught my attention.
Daniel 1:17 (New Living Translation)
17 God gave these four young men an unusual aptitude for understanding every aspect of literature and wisdom. And God gave Daniel the special ability to interpret the meanings of visions and dreams.
I am not an academically-incline person. (Thank God I have other talents, for eg, I can recognize song within 5 sec of intro). You know how some people can figure out things just by reading a book. For e.g., how to build a boat and gather all species of living creature(Noah), how to fly a plane (Leo in Caught Me If You Can) and etc. Seriously, I can't. I can't read a book and fully understand the subject. I need to see, feel, experience, demonstration and hands on.
I pray that God will also grant me an unusual aptitude for understand all the subjects. The part on vision and dreams I don't need.
Last Sunday was an unforgettable one. I witness the baptism of a dear friend of mine. Her name is Li Fang more commonly know as Fang.
When I think of her baptism, these are the words that pops up pops up - Amazing! Finally! Yes!!
Knowing Fang for 4 years, we've been thru thick and thin literally. We been on numerous trekking trips including Stong Waterfall, Fansipan, YuShan and XueShan, and most recent trip was Markha Valley and Humpta Pass in India Himalayas. Besides trekking, we also share the love of jogging. Lead by David and participated by many, we meet every sat 0830am at MacritchieReservior. It become such a fixture on my Sat schedule, I feel weird if I don't go for run at Mac Res. Made this video for her on her birthday in 2008
Over the years, Fang got to know many Christian and joined countless activities organise by the christians. In fact, she know so many people it will put some of the old christian to shame. Many of us prompted her to study bible and get to know God. So this year, a chain of event lead her to take up the bible study seriously. Dionne and I talk and discuss on many occasion on how to help Fang in the bible study. We talk to other christian to get them involve. In fact we were so on top of things we manage to form a team- We sent ppl to befriend her, love her, encourage her, nourish her with spiritual food. Some would nag (Raymond), some would scold (that would be me), some would spur her on ( Dionne), some would walk with her.
We pray and fast for Fang and God in his graciousness moved Fang's heart. She had a fair share of challenge-timely persecution from close friend, uncertainty of future and so on. I really want to cry when I receive a sms from her on a weekday morning telling me that she has decided to get baptised on the coming sat. Following that, she sms me saying she is fearful of her decision on baptism but despite of her fear, persevere on to take on a leap of faith to get baptise and to declare Jesus the Lord of her life. I almost cried again.
Right now, I am still on cloud nine. God is a God that answers prayer, even if it takes 4 years.
Flying training has been tapered down, I'm waiting for ground school to start on 4 May. And then soon, I've to take 6 papers known as the CA6 in July 28 and 29. Going to be a stressful phase. My younger sister is getting married in July on a Thursday night. I'm going to pray hard that the school will grant me leave. How can I miss out on my sister big day!
In fact, mom and myyounger sister ask me last Sunday if I can sing at the wedding, I am honoured but with my uncertain schedule, I have to tell my sister that I'll try my best. Hmmm... what shall I sing then?
Over the Good Friday weekend, the Singapore Church hosted the SEA conference and we had disciple from the SEA region- Malaysia, Indonesia, Vietnam, Korea and Japan. We had John Causey from the LA church as our guest speaker.
The conference program begins as early as Friday morning. Since it was a public holiday, many disciples were able to make their way here on Thursday night. As for me, I was in Melaka on Friday as Malaysia does not celebrate Good Friday and hence I still had school. At 4pm, I left school and drove back with a classmate. I got to church at 830pm and heard John Louis communion lesson entitled The Blessing.
The service doesn't end after the lesson. I went around fellowshipping with disciples especially the overseas disciples. I met disciple that I know for years- Jack Ngui, Choong, Yufeng, Hee Jung.
I met Wang Shik too. We met for the first time at the last SEA conference. 1 afternoon, I join the Korean brothers for a game of waterpolo at their hotel. They are good at inventing games to compete with each other. From waterpolo, we went on compete in swimming. We were split into 2 teams and Wang Shik was on the other team. He was still sore that I beat him at the relay. How interesting he remembers stuff like that!
I met new friends too. On saturday morning, together with my buddy Zach, we went over to Tampines Mall to meet Moony, Joy, Hee Jung and Lee Lee (the host for the 3 korean sister). We wanted to get together for lunch and to do quiet time today. Moony is a very jovial sisters and she makes the people around her laugh. Although she couldn't converse very well in English, she makes alot of effort to talk to me. She even prepare a set of question she want to ask and a short sharing about herself. I really appreciate her heart. Lee Lee and Moony left at 1pm to attend a meeting in Church so we continue to stay at Coffee Bean to read and share about the bible.
I was most impacted by the sharing. Though there was minor language barrier, we make effort to understand each other. There is an unexplainable bond as Christian. God is our common language.
Single's mixer cocktail party Wanna thank the organiser for having the faith and courage to have the party at the rooftop. Many disciple would have think twice about hosting it outdoor. But I love it. I love the outdoor set up, the standing around fellowship, cocktail, Michael Buble and other jazz pieces.
Sunday 12 Apr Already, the straits hall is packed to its brink. Christians are standing on the side aisle. Additional chairs are set up as far back as possible and spill over the the lobby. I didn't get up to Mezzanine Level but I think it's as packed as you can imagine.
I wish that our church will outgrow the capacity of this building. Maybe we can have an building extension. Or even a church building at a different location (not Jurong West please...). By then, Singapore church would have been in excess of 400 members and we will definitely need to rent a huge function room to host a conference.
True to our conference tradition, we have Mataku T'lah Melihat Kemuliaan as the 主打歌 (theme song) and many 插曲. We repeated the verse "he is exalted" so many times I think I am getting exhausted. Not forgetting Prayer for Boldness with 1980's Kung Fu movie music arrangement.
Baptism After sevice, there were 4 baptism. I'm excited to see Bruce baptising the first Seremban fruit. June and Bruce set off on a mission trip in Dec 2008 to Seremban. Seremban is June's hometown. Must have been challenging to be on a 2-man church, but God has been kind. A brother baptised in Uganda joined them not long after and now Michael, also from Uganda is baptised. Now the Seremban church is 4 man strong. As for me, I am still a 1-man Church in Melaka.
Then comes the most rewarding and also most exhausting part- Fellowship. So many disciples to talk to, so many contacts to exchange, so many photos to be taken. The atmosphere was just phenomenon. The overseas disciples looks as though they couldn't bear to leave. 1 last word, 1 last photo.
But by 230pm, most of them have left the straits hall. Probably to answer calls to their groaning stomach. Luckily I had breakfast before the service.
This afternoon, I'm joining Jason to hang out with some Japanese sisters, the fellowship of the Mi sisters- Mami, Nami and Ayumi. Eventually, we hang out without Ayumi as she had some other program. Nami is from Osaka Church. She wanted to have lunch with the Kid's Ministry christians to learn from them. So I had dinner with Mani and Jason and we had more talking. Man!!! WE talk to much, by 4pm I felt drained. I think I've exceeded the maximum number of words spoken per day for an average male. We travelled down to Bugis. More talking on the train. It was nice to hear Nami shared about the city she loves.
Have you seen Russell? He is such an adorable boy. Every Sunday, I'd look out for him. And since he is such a popular boy, I have to literally fight with others to carry him. There are many others who are like me, crazy about Russell. He's simply the cutest baby in the church.
Last Sunday, I manage to squeeze in 30 mins to hang out with Raymond, Sherlee and Russell at Causeway point. I was rewarded with 10mins of time with Russell. Sherlee put him to sleep in the sarong. Anyway, 10mins is really enough, that boy is BIG! He's so heavy for a boy his age. Super chubby.
I've already started to pester Raymond to let me bring Russell out for a day. I might not know what I am asking for. Taking care of a kid is no easy task. Actually, I really don't know what I am asking for. I saw those parent carrying their kid on their back. Really tempted to get one for myself. http://www.rei.com/product/765143 (kids not included).
I've been watching a lot of movies and drama series and cried alot. There was Hong Kong Drama Triumph in The Sky, Japanese award winning movie Departure and now Hollywood's Marley & Me.
Marley & Me is about a newly married couple starting out their lives together. One of the first addition to their family was Marley the Labrador. The movie was rather fast pace, in 1 hr (movie time). Jennifer Aniston is already a mother of 3. Of course, all these while Marley was in the picture. Marley watch all the kids grow up.
Now, Marley was quite a hell of a dog. Can you imagine that he was expelled out from dog obedient school. Even the so-call trainer was unable to restrain his wild behavior.
Dogs are therapeutic. They always listen, they never criticize, never make nasty remakes, never throw tantrum, always wait for you at the door. Dogs love unconditionally.
That is why years ago, when we put our dog to sleep, it was such a difficult time for my family. We lost a family member.
Marley's health started to deteriorate. The family has to accept that he is going. I can totally relate to the heartache. That I think is the strangest thing about keeping a dog. You watch them as a puppy. You watch them become strong young dog. And you watch them grow old. Eventually, you are also the one watching them die.
Not sure if I am going to put myself into a relation with a dog again. We miss you, Doggy. You are the best dog we ever had.
It was an ordinary Wednesday morning. I woke up at 0730hrs to get change and attend the roll call at 0800hrs. After roll call, I handed in my homework to CPT Usman. He wanted a list of all the emergency procedure written down.
After breakfast, I went up to my room to do my quiet time. I was reading Numbers, Moses sent 12 spies to check out the promise land. Out of the 12, only Joshua and Caleb believe that God will delivery their enemies into their hands. Because of that, God decided that none of the Israelite above the age of 20 years old could enter the Promise Land, with the exception of Joshua and Caleb because they’ve never doubted God. Even Moses was not spared; the only consolation he has is a peek at the Promise Land and the assurance from God that the next generation can enter the Promise Land. How do I feel about God’s treatment of the Israelite? I wouldn’t want that to happen to me. I want to enter the Promise Land to drink the milk and honey. We look at live according to our lifespan; God looks at promises spanning generation. In the case of Abraham, it took many generation and hundreds of years for the promise to come true- That Abraham will have descendent at many, as there are stars in the sky.
I was doing some revision in my room. Soon it was 1200hrs and it’s time to go for flight with Usman. First to the Tech Log room, Usman didn’t sign out on SKE that means he could be in the Flight Ops room. I took the lift up to 3rd floor and find out from the board that is suppose to fly before me. One guy by the name of Phillip is doing a solo flight. Usman suddenly came from behind me, he want to do a running change when Phillip lands so we can save a bit of time. Usman then started to hint me a little. He was looking at the weather and checking the wind sock. Sihao was with me and he wanted to back-sit my flight as an observer. Then Usman told Sihao he could not back-sit today. This was the first time he reject a back-sitter. He has planned to send me on solo today.
We took off as normal except for the radio. It was busier than usual. A student on his way to Kluang lost his way and needed assistance to navigate his way back to home base in Melaka. Instead of doing the circuit at 1000’, we got clearance to climb to 2500’ so as to get a better radio range. There were so many radio call made by ATC, Usman, the lost student, and later on Kluang Tower also join in. For about 5mins, I was just observing Usman trying to guide the student.
We got clearance from Tower to descent to 1000’ to continue our circuits and landing. Soon Usman was handing the controls over to me. He went on to establish comms with that student. With a map in hand, he was able to give more specific instructions. I become Usman colleague at the instant. I was flying circuits all by myself and he is looking at the map and talking to that student. Soon, that student, with a stroke of luck and help from others, was able to find his way back to Melaka.
On the 3 circuits, I landed and he asks me to come to a full stop. And then he request from ATC to taxi to the main apron. I know that he is going to send me on my first solo. As he taxi to the main apron, he explains to me his intention and give me details to do my first solo.
And so I did my first solo in MFA on Piper Warrior. I was trilled by the experience. I am inspired to work harder and become a better pilot each day.
I am such a forgetful person. And now I have to memorise checklists. Please help me, anyone. Maybe there are food or supplements that I can take. I still believe in hard work and I will diligently memorise them.
3rd day of flying phase. No flight for the day. I am teamed up with Sebestian, Ikhwan and Nelson. A typical day, if we get to fly, goes like this: Rollcall at 0800hrs. Our instructor will meet us at the briefing room for the pre-flight brief.Yesterday we talk about the effects of flight. Attitude controls the airspeed and power (throttle) controls the a/c to climb or descent. Then we learnt about cruise flight and a cruise flight differs from a straight and level flight. In the case of Piper Warrior, for a rpm setting of 2300 and airspeed of 95kts, it will give us the cruise attitude. Increasing the rpm will increase the airspeed (with adequate back pressure input on the control column)
Capt Usman Khan
I like my instructor and I think he's doing a good job. On the first briefing, he already make it clear to us that he's a reasonable and approachable man. He wants us to talk to him and be frank with him. In terms of schedule, he is flexible, that means I can change my slot with the rest of my team. We had small talks like where to hang out in Melaka. He reiterate that we can talk ato him about everything and that we should regard him as an elder brother 9though we still address him as Sir). Action speaks louder than words- He came into preflightbriefing with coffee in his hands. I wonder if that's Tim Hortons coffee.
When I am not flying, I get to do my own thing, for instance, make a trip to Coffee Bean to surf net and drink coffee. On Wed, movie are going for 6RM (2.50 SGD). My goodness, this is too good to be true!! Ever since then, I really struggle to watch movie in Singapore (costing 8-10SGD). Furthermore, I only get to be in Singapore in the weekends, I'd rather spend my time with my family and friends. For now, I'm waiting for SlumdogMillionaire to screen in Malaysia.
But that is not all I do in my free time. There are stuff to read,like the Pilot's Ops Handbook (POH) where all the info on a/c system, all the different climbing speed etc. Then I have to memorise the checklist (power checks, take off checks) Vfe etc. Next I need to get familiar with the radio calls. Basically, there's never a time where there's nothing to learn. I'm enjoying it.
Today marks another important day. I am done with my 1st phase of course in MFA. Tomorrow will be my first official day of the flying phase (3 months). I thank God for helping me thru this 3 months, it was a great test of self-control (to not hang out to much), discipling and time management. I hope that God is proud of me for working hard and persevering thru this phase. Having said that I know that this is not the end. Flying phase itself has it's challenge and I don't want to underestimate it. Furthermore, I still have another theory phase and that is the CA2 papers- equivalent to a UK degree level exam.
Fyi, my course schedule is 3 month of theory, 3 month of flying, 3 month of theory, 9 month of flying (Might be shorter to 6month depending on weather, instructor availability and YOURSELF).
On most Sunday for the past 3 month, I meet up with my fellow MFA classmate to travel up to Melaka. Due to the DCAT exams on Tues, we were given a day off on Monday to study at home. How timely is that, because of that I can join the gang at Sentosa for a very special occasion. Fang Jing is popping THE question to Dionne.
The plan is simple and moderately suspicious. 5pm meet at HarbourFrontMRT and proceed to Sentosa for dinner and hang out. After dinner, we'll take a walk on the beach heading towards Tanjong beach before we turn back to cross the suspended bridge to the Most Southern Island. The sun was setting and it was perfect for photo taking. We took the chance to take some "wedding photo".
At the predetermine location. Fang Jing initiate to play a game. We were split into 2 teams. 1 member gets blindfold, the other member leads the 'blindman' to some obstacle and the fastest team won. I was in the same team and Dionne, so when it was time for her to be blindfold, I volunteer to guide her. When the game starts, I was firing instruction to Dionne "Forward forward stop!!" " Turn left. stop"" inch forward". Siew Lay was standing quite close to me, also firing instruction but to nobody. I wonder what she was doing at first. Then I realise in order to make the game real, Siew Lay has to pretend to be competing on the other team. While Dionne is blindfold, the rest of us (minus SL) ran over to the other side to standby. Fang Jing was getting the ring ready and the brothers are frantically trying to light up the sparkles for effect!!! I was too engross in the game and I forget to slow her down to give more time for the rest to get ready.
Just 5 steps before Dionne got to the position where FJ is suppose to propose, there was an explosion and a rather huge fire. Dionne heard that and asked: " what was that!!!" " I don't know" I said and prompted her to move towards FJ.
When she got there, she was asked to remove her blindfold. And FJ was on bended knees beside her. She screamed...sort of... or more like a very big reaction kind of a "AHHHHH!!!" And then she went hysterical and kneel besides FJ. FJ popped THE question and present the ring. Interesting the first word she uttered was "Thank You". And then follow by an acknowledgement (I presume).
Sidetrack again. While Dionne was trying to piece together all the events leading to the proposal, Zach was hurt from the blast a moment ago. In their anxiousness to light up the sparkle within a short time, they resort to bunch up them and light it together. Yes, it did light up but with a blast. As a result Zach had minor burn on his fingers. They turn sausages!!!
Anyway, we had a post-proposal celebration. I was disappointed that the ice cream restaurant is closed. Dionne was impressed by the acting put up by us. I thought she would have see thru the plot but she didn't. God must have blinded her momentarily for the occasion.
Everyone seeks to find an identity of their own. Today I want to share about my identity as a Singapore Chinese simply because I just had a great CNY celebration. A festival that amplifies and shouts loudly that I am a Chinese and a Singapore one.
For the record, I've celebrated CNY 28times. Do the math and you'll realise it doesn't tally with my age! Yes, I missed 2 years of CNY celebration in 2007 and 2008. I think it's good that I missed those 2 years. Because of that, I find that this years celebration was especially sweet.
My family CNY traditions are these- 1) We overhaul the house AKA Spring Cleaning. This year as I was in Melaka most of the time, I only clean my room. Mom and Jasmine did the rest of the cleaning
2) New year new cloths. Yes, wearing new cloths is a must, undergarment included. Side track a little, Fang and Dionne accompany me to buy a pair of pants. Under their persuasion, I bought a pants which is slightly tight. Thinking that I have a month to lose weight. Lo and behold, to my disappointment, it was still as tight as ever. I still wear them anyway. Thruout, the day I didn't feast on the snack as there were no more room for expansion.
3) Reunion dinner. New tradition this year. Traditionally, reunion dinner will be held at home with all my married sister and their respective husband and children. This year, reunion dinner was me and my younger sister Jasmine, and mom and dad. All my married sisters have reunion dinner with their own family. Instead of having it at home, Jasmine found a restaurant at Suntec City. The food selection was not bad. After reunion dinner, I brought my family to Marina Barrage. We love the city view from the barrage. Dad shared stories on how he witness Singapore transforming from a Kampong to a world class city. All in all, it was quality family time. I really cherish the time we spent together as a family.
4) Ang Bao. (Red packet). In singapore, Children and the singles received Ang Bao from the married. From my family alone, I've already receive 4 (Parents and 3 married sisters). As I get older, I felt less and less excited about receiving them, it just reminds me how single I am.
5) House visiting and games. Besides visiting my uncles and aunties and meeting all my relatives, I also visit friends and they came over to my parent's house too. New game introduce this year is BANG!!! It's a hit among my sisters, brother-in-law and my bible talk. Thanks to the disciples from Vancouver church who introduce this game to me. I miss them actually.
Sidetrack again. For the first time in my life, I visited Fang at her place. Together and Dionne and JT, we gatecrash her house. Using JT as a decoy, I told Fang that we will gatecrash JT's house at 8pm, however by 7pm, JT, Dionne and I were already at her void deck. I call Fang to tell her I need to use her toilet. It didn't take long for her to unveil the decoy.
I wish to write more but I have to go. Talk to you later....
Tomorrow is DCAT exam, it is held at Putrajaya, 133km north of Melaka. Have to drive up there by our own vehicle. After exam on Wed, it's time for party. Hmmm, but what is there to do in KL??? Get stuck in the notorious jam for hours? Not a very appealing idea. Maybe we'll go Mid Valley to shop or watch movie.
It's been so busy lately, I hardly had time to prepare myself for the new year. Traditionally, I like to take time out to reflect on my life, count my blessing, remember people, evaluate on mistake and lessons learned. I also think about how I would move forward in the new year, make resolution, set goals and etc.
Today, I turned 10 years old as a disciple of Christ. How can I let his significant day just pass like that? Firstly, I started my day by waking up early for the Run of the Year, together with most of my running kakis. While Dionne, Fang, Anna, Siew Lay and George did the regular 11km round MacRitchie Reservior, Jason and I did a run from Bukit Timah back to MacRitchie. We left our belongings in Dionne's car. After the run, Jason and I went for the 1st Prayer of the Year. We then took the 1st shower of the Year, follow by the 1st lunch of the year at Upp Thomson on so on and so forth.
I want to spend some time with God and so I drove to the Sembawang Beach by myself. 10 years... I thought of a few question. Have I change for the better in my character. Am I more spiritual (Loving, patient, righteous, obedience). Have a been a good son to my parents, a good brother to my sibling and to the disciple. One thought stands out from the rest- Are you proud of me, my Father? I think this is the most important question for me. Silly me wants to hear from God himself that He is proud of me but I know it is not possible. Sometimes I really wish I could have a face to face conversation with God just like Adam and Moses. I thought of my best friend Raymond. Is God proud of him. Yes without a doubt. Why? Is it because Raymond has a stable career, a great marriage, a loving wife and Russell, his incredibly cute newborn son? I think God is proud of Raymond for the above mentioned but more than that, God is proud simply because Raymond is his son. I find comfort in realising that God also love me simply because I am his son.
Last week was crazy. Barely 3 weeks in the academy we were already sitting for test and exam. (Test are not recorded, exams are hence more important). I don't even have time to sleep.
One of the subjects, I score 95%. I was please with the results until I found out that I got the lowest point in the class for that subject (3 other student also scored 95). Very stressful and competitive... Talk about Kiasu and Kaisi, I think Singapore might not be on the top of the chart.
My course has commerce in MFA. For the next 3 months, I will be attending lesson from 8-5, mon to fri, just like campus life.
My room is brand new as the new building has just been erected. Thanks to my brothers in the photo, life in MFA can be fun in the midst of uniform, regimental lifestyle and neverending exams.
First of all, should I use Melaka or Malacca?? I will stick to Melaka since it's UNESCO official name.
Today is my second day in Melaka. On Monday morning Sihou and I met up at 5am and drove up there. 3hrs journey. I was tired from waking up so early.
Sihou and I knew each other 4 years ago, we have been sharing about our childhood dream to be a pilot since then. On Monday night when we were about to fall asleep (we share a hostel room) we both felt surreal that this is coming true- We are now on our journey to be pilot. We are now pilot trainee in Malaysian Flying Academy (MFA).
For the next 3 month, we'll be doing theory stuff only. The flying will start in Feb 2009 for 3 month, and then revert back to 3 month theory again. I am struggle to sit still and stay awake in class listen to lecture from 8 to 5pm. (By 330pm I am sleeping with my eyes open already).
MFA students are majority from Malaysia. In my class, there are only 4 non-Malaysia (Singaporeans to be exact). Out of the 20 Malaysian, there are only 2 Chinese. Most of the Malaysian students are barely 20s. As such, the academy has a culture of addressing and treating us like boys. Besides that, we have to put on uniform (Pants, shirt and tie). It's totally not naturally for me (now that I am almost 30, I would feel more natural is I am 10 years younger) but I will get use to it in no time.
Besides school, I need to work on my spiritual life too. Must read bible everyday. Please pray for me to be spiritual. Also pray for God to give me the wisdom and skill require to be an excellent pilot.
Things that I like here are my room. It's totally brand new and complete with attached bathroom. I have my good friend as my room-mate. Lastly, all meals are provided and the kitchen stuf do not restrict the portion. I really have to fight my greed, cannot eat like buffet every meal.
If you miss me, I can be reached at +6 012 6484181. Looks like my M1 no.
(Above: The kids watching a live demonstration of the Barrage.)
It's school holiday. Brought my sister and her kids to the latest attraction in Singapore- The Marina Barrage.
With the completion of the Barrage, there will be 15 reservoir in Singapore. In 2 years time, the Serangoon and Punggolreservior will be completed. I believe Singapore will be self-sustain (water-wise) in less than a decade. No more threats from our Neighbour of turning off the water supply. I am a fan of NeWater. SO SWEET!!!
Must-see is the Sustainable Singapore exhibition at the visitor centre. We spend 1 hours exploring and having a good time. I saw a photo taken in the 60's, a salon was flood to knee level.
Unfortunately, it was raining when we come out from the air-con exhibition. We did not have the chance to walk on the barrage. But the good thing is, I get to see one of the 9 gates open, allowing water to flow from the reservoir to the sea (low tide scenario). It's cool!!!
I love my ever-changing city and skyline. I feel like a tourist all the time.
Today, I realize how close I am to the day my course commences in Malacca. To be exact, it's 14days (24th Nov). Since I came back from Vancouver on 15th Oct, I was busy with the Sun Festival. And then I was busy with preparing for Fang's birthday party. This morning when I was having my coffee, I panic a little as I don't have a plan for the day. Very strange of me to think that way.
Malacca is 3 hours drive from Singapore, so I am not actually going away again. But I do feel I am going away. I am just confused. I'm sure things will turn out fine.
